I Really Should Have Listen to My Mummy...

My mum told me few weeks before that I shouldnt be too close with a somebody. I was like defending myself and him. She told me that I should kinda have gabs with him. Now, I believe her. I think she's right. Just so damn right. Ive started to realise something has to be done. Mummy was always right.

I've realized something. I should have not be too close with him. Too much things had been said and done between me and him. I think I should step back a bit. Recently, I just want to scream to his face and make him realized he hurts me too damn much.

Things like too much excuses, too much I have other plans, all those lies and all those blank promises. That is so selfish dude. Go. Go and have fun with your friends that seems to be there with you when you really need help. Let us see whether you can live without me.

OMG! I've been there for you in too many ways. I've given too much because you have a special place in my heart. What the hell am I thinking? I think I have to think back on this one because you seems to take all of it for granted.

I just wanna say thanks to my mum. She made me realize this one. Thanks mummy and I love you! And to this dear friend, sorry dude. Case seems to be closed and I guess everything will be different for you.

In few days time (when I'm ready to let you go), there will be no more goodnite textes, how's your day greetings, plans of going out and all of the things we used to do before. I'm just too bored with all of it already.

I'll leave you just to see if we're both better without each other. In my opinion, there will be not even a single person that will do what I've done with you. I'm so sorry of letting you suffer like this and I believe you have better people around you. You'll forget me fast actually. Trust me.