too late or too dumb or too stupid???

i duno if ive been too nice...

yeah~

he made me cry again...

i was quit happy wif my day 2day cuz:

a. i wore my fav colour 2 class
b. i have had d sweetest dreams
c.i attended all 5 of my classes
d. i found my phone again

all dos happiness just flushed away like a shattered dreams in just a single second...

i was too gud till i evn shared every single best moments in my life wif him...

yet wht did i got???nuthng!!!

i guess dats wht people really are...

once, i was thr as d most important individual...

in just a minute, im just no one...

just an ordinary people dat walk in his life n walk back out...

waw!!!

whr am i???

who am i???

an individual dat uve been toying wif ait???

watever...

all i wish 4 nw are:

1. i wish i can turn back tyme n i havnt shared too much memories wif him

2. i wish he doesnt even exist in my life

3. i wish i can hve sumsort of memory lost cuz it will be better 4 me to erase all ive share wif him


but stupidly i still pray every single moment in every minute dat a miracle will happen between me n him...

im so fcuking restless n im tired of all dis game...

Lord, family n frens...plz help me...amen...