the day i lost my phone and the truth that shattered my heart

06.02.09

this will be the date that i will remember for the rest of my life...

1. the day i lost my cellphone(my phone yg kecil tu with my celcom's number...sob3)

2. the day that God's showed me the two paths in my life...


i dont really care bout my cellphone because i know i can get a new one but i had to blocked my mumber...

that was the saddest part cuz most of my close ones always contact me through that number...

i had to borrowed christine's phone in order to do that...thanks christine!!!xoxo!!!


the second things that happened that day really-really opened my eyes...

i cried myself to sleep that night...

blaming God on the truth that stared at me when ive decided to be a 'hacker'...

my heart was crushed and i felt numb...

my prayers seemed to be answered...

answered with the truth that i really dont want to know...

the truth that would keep me shutting the door to my heart...

BUT upon this two incidents that had happened to me...

ive learnt that...

1. i must be careful with my things and dont simple takes thing for granted...

2. be thankful to God because the things you have in this world comes from Him...

3. usually...if ive had a broken heart...i would just let him go...i would cried my heart out...i would just say, "i'll let him go because i really love him and that the best thing that i should do..." but now...i will not repeat the same stupid mistakes ever again...i woke up the next morning and ive realized that i must keep on going and pray every now and then that he will love me the way i love him...i will never stop because this is the only miracle that i wish for and this will be the best thing that will happen in my life...