It is Not as Easy as A B C...

ai kinda read a bulletin posted by one of my frens in Friendster...he said dat starting a new life is not easy cuz he havent find sum1 to make it better n how can he starts it...hurm...i thnk both of us have d same problem...STARTING A NEW LIFE...

yeah...i admit it i was scared at 1st...i planned i could just leave my previous one just like dat...u noe...dumped d bad thngs n starts a new agenda...NOPE...dats x d way...i was wrong at 1st bout how my life should be...i sumtimes keep on blaming myself in whtever stuff dat keeps me down...

maybe my dear fren havent found d people or person dat can make his new life a better 1...bt 4 me...i proudly said i found mine...hehehe...maybe im just a lucky girl kot...lucky enough 2 realize wht i've missed out n i dun have faith in myself before...im sorry cuz ive neglicted U...

who or wht did i found???hurm...d most precious gift of all time...my luv to God...yeah...b4 dis i do luv God bt i kinda neglect sum parts of it...i kinda loss faith n believe in miracle...maybe i was too busy pushing n thnking of how unlucky n stress i am till i forgot i have a fren dat is forever be thr 4 me n luv me d way i am...

in starting my new life...it started whn september ends...i tot i can make it in early september but i fail sumhw...miserable ait???i was kinda having difficulties in sum points of my life during dat time...d worst part of all...i dun have any1 2 share it wif...i was distracted,broken heart n all...at d end...i took a courage 2 tell my shoulder 2 cry on my situation...i thnk God i have him...yeah...i kinda kna marah n all tapi apa yg dia ckp tu seriously betul...i still remember his words..."pa la faedah ko buat tu???ada untung ka???u tell me now..."yeah...i was stunned n got strucked by d feeling of regret...

dats d 1st miracle...d second 1 came a few days after dat...i was alone in my room...3rd day of raya...after i took my shower n all...i tot i wanna starts studying...suddenly i was grabbing d Holy Bible...thnking of nak mengadap Tuhan...so i did my prayers...den...i was telling myself it would be nice if i have a chance 2 visit d church 2day...n guess wht???enong came 2 my room n said...emma jum kita jmpa heather...dia bwa pegi church...i was stunned again...hurm...dats d power of God...thnks be 2 God...

3rd miracle...He granted my wish num 1 in my wish list...thnk you Lord...im going home dis coming 14th November...meeting my family n frens i mish d most...my 2nd n 3rd wish???im still crossing my fingers on it...God...plz help me...amen...

and now...i do noe who will be thr whn i need dem d most...its x my fren yg marah me tu...its God...yeah...im luv wif Him wif all my heart...His luv is d greatest luv of all...my new life is more blissful n contented...full of Him in my heart already...i may sound selfish if i said i dun 1 anythng else bt yeah dats d truth...His luv is enough 4 me 2 get thro all d difficulties in life now...

to d fren dat says he cant starts a new life...seek 4 d thng dat makes u feel u deserve 2 b happy n deserve a better life...all best my fren...luv u till death...xoxo...and dats my story about it cuz it is x as easy as a b c...